Christmas is all about giving, people say that it is more important to give than to receive. Some also say that materialized gifts are not important, because what matters is your love and what is really truly inside your heart. We all have our wishes this coming Christmas, we all have something that we want.
Many things have happened in the past, and until now i haven't moved on. I really don't know why, but no matter how hard i try to forget that past it still comes and haunts me. Maybe I just miss her, or maybe she misses me, that's why she is still in my heart until now, or maybe I just can't let go of those wonderful memories that we have both shared. My friends always tell e that it's about time that I forget her, and that I should someone who really deserves my love. But no matter how i try, and how much i want to, she will always be with me, wherever i go. And this Christmas, all that I want is for us both to be friends again, to bring back the old times, the friendship, the love, and to open my heart for her again.